haven't been here in a while

i haven't been here since the end of february. i haven't been able to work out as much as i need to. i found a nice trail to walk through last month and the days that are not so hot i get a good walk in. i plan on walking four miles and doing a 45 minute workout at home. i've found some ballet inspired videos to help me become lean again. but this morning on my walk i looked in the mirror and actually liked my reflection. i had to take a picture and post it. i also posted a picture of where i'd like to look in the near future. the weight will come off for sure if i start eating better also. no more mcdonalds and precessed foods. by christmas i would like to be back in the a pair of my skinny jeans that were my favorite. and if i am in them i am going to buy some boots that go over my jeans that are in style. i will post a picture of them later. gotta go take care of the kids...in the process i will be taking care of myself too!!! :)

the jeans i'd like to be in by christmas!!! wish me luck! :)

Tonight

SOME VISUALS ON MY MORNING WALK

SO I WALK IN THE MALL MON-THURS BECAUSE IT'S COLD OUTSIDE AND I HAVE TO TAKE SOFIA WITH ME. IT'S VERY CONVENIENT BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE A BABY SITTER TO WATCH HER EVERYDAY AND ONE LAP AROUND THE MALL IS A MILE. HOW WONDERFUL IS THAT??? IT'S TIME FOR ME TO LOSE THIS BABY WEIGHT. SOFIA WILL BE A YEAR OLD IN THREE MONTHS AND I'M NOT GOING TO HER BIRTHDAY PARTY PUDGY AS IF I JUST BROUGHT HER HOME FROM THE HOSPITAL. PLUS I WANT TO LOOK GREAT FOR MYSELF AND FOR MY HUBBY. HE LOOKS GREAT HIMSELF...HE HAS A VERY PHYSICAL JOB AND HE'S LOST WEIGHT. SO I WANT TO LOOK GREAT TOGETHER. I WANT TO BE ABLE TO FIT INTO MY OLD CLOTHES.

OKAY YOU GET THE POINT..I KNOW. BUT WHEN I WALK IN THE MALL EVERYDAY, I LOVE SEEING IMAGES THAT MAKES ME WANT TO PUSH MYSELF EVERYDAY TO DO BETTER. SO I AM JUST GOING TO POST THEM. ONE IS OF A BRA AND UNDERWEAR SET ON A HEADLESS STATUE WITH NO BODY. WHEN I WAS WORKING OUT AT THIS GYM A LONG TIME AGO. MY FITNESS TEACHER POSTED BIKINI'S IN THE FITNESS ROOM AND ALWAYS YELLED OUT...think bikini think bikini. SO THAT'S WHAT I THINK OF EVERY TIME I SEE THIS WHEN I'M WALKING. AND THE OTHER IMAGE IS JUST A STATUE OF A PHYSICALLY FIT BODY THAT MAKES ME WANT TO GET BACK IN SHAPE ASAP. lol

REFIT Dance Fitness Warm Up

How to lose 20lbs in 2 weeks

Okay I'm going to add this to my routine. working out twice a day. walking four miles in the morning and when the kids go to bed it's zumba nation at night. i'm not going to do a full workout just a 30 to 35 minute workout. wish me luck!!!

Alicia Keys - Doesn't Mean Anything

this video really shows what i use to look like.

grumpy today!!!

i'm very grumpy right now...i hate this process of weigh loss. it's because i'm tired too and i need a break. my four year old never listens and to make myself feel better to calm me down i found comfort with food and sodas. now i can't just eat anything and its making me a little grumpy. i need to snap out of this mood...so i'm going to post the video that made me want to do weight watchers.

this makes me want to stay on track!!!!